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9/9/25; okay wow, first time posting on my blog and making this site hehe. as you can probably tell, im new to all of this coding stuff, so pardon any mistakes made. today has been pretty good, eccept for me freaking out and being afraid to eat. for my oomfs who dont know, every once in awhile ill get super paranoid or whatever. im not trying to be edgy i swear. but ill be scared to eat, drink, touch my face, hell, even breathe! its like my mind just keeps saying i have (or will get) a parasite/parasitoid. my mind imagines my tummy feeling odd, and makes me itchy. last night i scrubbed my hands till it hurt. oh and my dads gf (ill probably just say her name or call her my stepmom) has a surgery thingy, so her and my dad are out of sate atm. they never really tell me abt it, they dont want me to worry i guess. i dunno why but as im writing this i am worryinga bout the hypothetical of them both just leaving me and my bro (like my bio mom did) and never coming back. sighh, anyways im kinda bored. oh, i might start keeping a dream blog! (where i explain my dreams) but ill have to do alot, ill figure it out! goodnight!

just to let you know if im in fandoms with problematic creators (or people assosiated) it doesnt mean i support them